no one cares. except mebbe like one or two. wadever. dun even try to find out or wad. i hate those ppl. oh great. now im back in my depressed mood. im sorry to those who TRULY care. i just cannot handle this k. i need some time to get used to this, and to stop feeling guilty. dun think i will ever stop. its hard you noe. its so hard for me. its all my fault and i hate this. im sorry to him. if only i ould turn back time. i hate to regret. this sucks. i hate myself.