heyo..hm...today we had oral..i was so freaked out..haha...den we were like so cold..everyone was cold..mostly by fright la..haha..den we were like so nervous..keep wishing each other luck and hug here and there..haha..yep..

din think i did that well in the oral..i mean seriously..i was so nervous..i kept rocking the chair...which was very obvious..i mean like really rock the chair up, down, up, down..haha..so freaked out. den i got prompted like 3 times..den i repeated my points like three times..haha..

yeah den in an attempt to like get our nerves under control, i was toking to ming en, who was sitting next to me..we kept toking and toking..ping ming tok..so we were like more relaxed..haha..so farnie..

okie..tomorrow is racial harmony day!! haha..didnt really care much abt it before..budden this year gonna wear the traditional costume thing..haha..gonna wear this malay traditional dress thing. haha...carn wait..so fun. den yeah..i had to get my friends to wear oso...dun wanna be extra. yuppie..thats abt it

¬just read peiying's blog. said she was not in the group anymore. i noe its cos of me. im the only one who she wasnt toking to..i was the only one whom she din link..and alot of others. it was really obvious. dun even noe wad happened between us...i think its cos of the vcd..i mean.. just cos of the vcd?! i dun even noe wad she's angry about. kinduff miss toking to her sometimes. used to toking to her everyday or something..haven toked to her for like...ever since the june hols. thats bad.

if it's cos of my attitude, im sorry k. i mean..there are like so many things going on now..its hard to like be sensitive to everyone. there's school and the building stress...there's friends..there's my dog..my family...there are just so many. i might be grouchy at times and i may not seem happy about something...pls pardon me.. but once i get like..warmed up and just give me some time..i'll be fine. i'll be normal. i may not smile at you, i may not look friendly...but its not you. im not bu shuang or something. i may say something rash or something that you may not want to hear..im sorry k.-->this applies to everyone hor. hee...