hey. welcome to the world of misery. i dun trust in the words 'friends forever' most often than not, the ppl who say this will not be ur friend forever. happened to me many times..its really very hurting. and they dun seem to noe that. i can die for all they care.

i look happy. thats wad you think. i look like i dun mind. i do. im smiling outside and telling you never mind. i crying inside and mind alot. thats me. if you feel like im such a fake, im sorry. ive just been put through too much. its too much for me a 14 yr old. when i laugh happily. pls be happi for me. its a moment to remember. HAH. anything i treasure alot will soon be taken away. hate me for all i care. i hate me too. guess you can say im drowned in self-pity. thats the least i can do, cos no one is there.