WAD THE HELL!! charlena and sarah wad are you two doing in MY DIARY critisicing my friend?!! wtd if you two hate me that much then wad are you doing READING my diary?!! just get out of my diary and stop reading it if you hate me so much..

since you think that i carn make my own friends..that i am such a terrible friend...why dont you just think of yourself?!! do you actually think you understand me that well?? HAH! like real..let me tell you i tell py and the rest MORE secrets than i tell the both of you added up together..wth..

py has been such a good friend to me these two yrs..she was there when i had problems...WHERE WE YOU TWO THEN?! oh! along with ur friends..happily toking together...you noe wad i thought that when i got to cedar..wow..i could 'reunite' with my two best friends...oh yeah like real...it just lasted for like a few weeks...there rest of the time i was left alone..do you noe how many times i cried at home...cried myself to sleep...cried in school..and there was no one to comfort me...when i really needed a hug..were you there?? were you there to just listen to me??

i noe it might be too much to ask to ask you two to hang out with me all the time..thats why i dun wanna be like a 'burden'..i dun wanna make you two feel obliged to hang out with me..i tried making friends....but its not that easy to just forget our two yr friendship..we were best friends...

AND NOW you come and scold my friend..gang up and scold py..what right do you have?!!! have you been that friend that i needed?? have you even been a TRUE FRIEND?!!

hate me for all i care ok...im just saying out all the stuff i have been swallowing...at least when you hate me..i will noe the reason why..bye