...ok..just let me let this out...I NEED A BREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY CARN YOU ALL JUST SPARE A THOUGHT FOR ME JUST ONCE?!!! ONCE!!! THATS ALL I ASK FOR..YOU ALL JUST THINK I AM JUST A PERSON WHO HAS NO FEELINGS...I HAVE FEELINGS TOO YOU KNOW!! CAN YOU PLEASE BE SENSITIVE TOWARDS ME..IM HAVING AN ENOUGH HARD TIME WITHOUT YOU ADDING TO IT OK?!!! I NEED A BREAK!!!

ok....im done..and believe me..im crying now...im just so dang pissed...just get off my back..just spare a thought for me...i carn take it anymore..sometimes i just wish i had no friends..had no one who knew me...wish i din haf to keep a happy face all the time when i am feeling so terrible... friends are supposed to be there when we need them..we are supposed to want to see each other..not postpone the days..im not asking for much..i just want concern!!...you are not the only ones with work ok...the last time i checked..I AM ALSO STUDYING..I ALSO HAVE HOMEWORK!!!! you think i really dun mind that we carn meet up?! think under that happy voice there's no hurt...you are so wrong....just so wrong...i just wanna be alone now..dun feel like going..i carn keep up with this charade..