oops...sorry i noe i din update for such a long time..haha still stuck at that day..

YIPPEE!!!exams are over!!....but just carn get happi..mebbe cos of wad happened today...very disappointed...how could she do that...i mean i was so looking forward to going with her..just me and her...den she wwen t to ask her BEST FRIENDS along..and asked me to tag along?! like a dog...like i would...how could she...i was like so hurt la...almost just cried there at the foyer...HOW COULD SHE.. im not angry..im just really hurt..never mind..im used to this feeling..

sarah went off with her friends...the four musketeers..left me alone there like a loser..i noe im a loseer...do you have to really SPELL it out until liddat...i hate you...i hate everyone i hate my life myself and everything about me...just kill me will you?!!

feel like i haf no friends at all...no friends in cedar...no friends anywhere..they dun care abt me..im not trying to be pessimistic..its staring me in the face!...i carn face it..i have to run away frm it..i dun haf the courage to face up to it..im hurt..im really hurt...i tot i had friends...