heyo!!! haha..i will try to update my diary from today onwards..ive been very busy nowadays...its really stressful..sigh...

oh well...well i'l just start by toking abt my school k...so far it sux..i hate it...my class..they are all hypocrites...kk not all la...some act cool some are like...eee...so are too dai...some are too gang like...there are like all sorts...not many decent ones..im so sad lor..i mean why put me in this kinduff class lor..i mean i am like being tortured everyday lor..hate my class...hypocrites..i noe many ppl hate me.......i noe it lor..dun think i dunno..well i oso carn say i have been very nice to them..i was just pissed time and time again...its really frustrating lor..they're all so childish and shitty..

I'VE GOT LIKE ZERO FRIENDS LOR i go to school sit there at my place alone..its really pathetic lor..its so different lor.. carn get used to it..

used to be hanging out with py and ps and laura and sherine and juju and stephanie...now.....carn see them for months..terrible terrible...cry almost everyday..im such a crybaby!!! I HATE MYSELF!!!! SOMEONE COME KILL ME!! now i go online no one toks to me..i feel so unwanted...extra...JUST KILL ME CAN!?!