oops....sorri i didnt write for like...many many months?! hee sorri didnt haf time...or rather i waas too lazy to write...hee....k ya i was like so extra depressed yesterday....really really it is like everything anyone does really bugged me and i really wanted to be alone yesterday....i didnt want anyone to even come near me....ya so basically i was really touchy yesterday....however sum UN friends were like...dey didnt even notice....just continue toking to sum bunch of bois...without even caring abt me or sumthing...was like so extra irritated....

tuessday i am supposed to go out with my kinduff good friends to play badminton....usually i woould be psynched (or sumthing) to go...but now..i just really dun look forward to going.....really really...just feel like being alone...really feel like crying or sumthin...I JUST NEED TO BE ALONE!! but ppl keep bugging me!! i mean help me!!ppl! bug offf!okok so now you get the picture abt how touchy i am now?!just leave me alone!!

im like nowadays ifeel everyone hates me and stuff...that my teachers hate me..keep scolding me for no apparent reason....den my friends dey dun seem to like me...i think they think i act cute or sumthing....my friends make me feel even more depressed...sumtimes i wish i didnt haf to go anywhere....i wish i could just stay in my room without anyone bothering me...just for a day....hai...see i told you i was touchy....hope i get over it soon...